talked to a couple of frens since last nite. i know myself best. when im down, i need to feel tt im not alone. i need comfort and company.
read RY's note today. i didn't know he was sick last nite. and he actually woke to reply my whatsapp msgs. and he had made sure tt i felt much better before he finally went back to slp again. needless to say. i am touched. WL was online last nite too. in llamaland. talking to him keeps me levelheaded. he rationalises everything so well. im thankful for all tt they've done. as insignificant it might seem. it meant a lot to me.
i know i just need to get over what happened. jus move on alr. sounds easy 'nuff. but it's really a tedious process. had bad dreams this noon. n i jus couldn't fall back aslp afterwards. i remembered crying in my slp. i've always been crying in my slp. n i do hate tt.
tt's jus life.
on a happier note. chatted w SP over msn. i haven't seen him in ages. basically since i graduated. i have not seen him at all. ever. he still owes me my CDs of hall camp videos. lolx but i'll be crushed if... nvm.
for now. 3 more hrs to knock off. 4 more hrs to nite mare. again. :(
