i was transferring the files from my EY laptop to my harddisk when i came across something. and i am feeling so angry/upset/disappointed/confused now. how can anyone experience such a mix of emotions? esp at this hour. 我真的很累了. 突然有种冲动.
it's really gd to be single. 真的. a bit 寂寞 at times i guess. but at least u dun 发脾气/吵架/伤心 tt kind of thing. it's like u dunno urself anymore. n i guess u become a better person than when u are in a r/s. r/s makes u become a ding dong la. generally speaking.
so when's my last day? how will i know when i shld give out the farewell cards? aiyoh. 要 quit 也这么麻烦. >>.<<
Y听你听我 4:08 am
YThursday, July 02, 2009
sometimes u just wish u can turn back time. but u can't.
tendered today. but i don't feel as happy as when i knew i was abt to leave. a bit lost really.
3 yrs ago. vs now. 很不同 i wonder which i prefer? being playful ignorant. 凡事都怕怕. childish yes very. or now? older. able to team lead jobs. more bo chup. 看东西, 看人比较透.
the only thing i'll miss in EY are the pple. my frens! don't think i'll be able to bitch w them tt often. my assts. pple like yy who always gives me morning calls. some of the really nice mgrs ard.
am playing 家好月圆 dvd now. can nv get tired of it. both 溏心 and 家好 are so nice la. when can i ever find someone as nice as 管家仔? hai. mid-20s crisis.
累了. gets tired easily these few wks. wonder whether it's cos i haven been really working these days. im prob really a workaholic. i thrive under pressure.
